pain

I do not want it but it always comes to me. I avoid it but it seems to be inevitable. I ignore it but its just too conspicuous. I'm so imprisoned by it.
Everyday is filled with it.
Friends deteriorate it by cold-shouldering me. It has a hard grip on me.
It makes ponder and cogitate too
much. It has rendered me melodramatic and friends find me
temperamental. The name of this 'thing' which has an aim to
maim me is,PAIN.